I am struggling to find hope. Nothing is telling me that we will be successful in the end. Especially considering the end already happened, technically. I don't know what to do with myself. She says she still loves me and wants to be mine, but I don't know how I can trust that. I have no proof to hold on to; No net to catch me when I fall. But I'm already on the ground I guess. What have I to lose? Nothing. My heart wants me to believe, but my mind is calling me a fool. I can only pray that this doesn't screw me over again. Whatever.